Nightmare has started...

Dear went to outstation again after came back from Johor for a couple days. So tiring. Dear got to work more than 12 hours in 7 days a week when outstation. Except than feel tired for him, I can do nothing. I'm so useless. And now even myself the one who fall sick first. Whole body feel so painful. Let dear worry. But dear keeps asking me to sleep and avoid talking to me in phone really make me angry. If really want me to stay so far from dear, I think no need wait till 4 years. Everything may have changed after 1 year. I'm very scare. It's seems like nightmare has started since I move back to home, since dear started to work at Rawang.