AGAIN???

Another few days, dear got to go Ipoh again.
Yes, dear got to go to outstation again.
Dear needs to spend 1 month there this time.
I really can't believe that my life turn out like this.
I totally don't feel like doing anything and stick with dear 24hrs/7days.

Finished my practical report,
but still got a lot works to do.
But I just don't feel like doing anything right now.
If can, I just hope that can spend all my time with dear before he goes to Ipoh.
But can I do that?

Still got another 2 days, then school is reopen.
And it's time to back to work.
I really don't have the mood to go back to work anymore.
I'm so useless and irresponsible.
But I really hope to stay beside dear only.

How come suddenly become so belangkai?
How come I become so useless?
NO! NO! NO!!!
Ivy cannot be like this.
Wake up Ivy.
Be tough.
I cannot be beaten so easily...